初衷
作品:《离寒(父女)》 in
way
i'm
the
only
one
the
lonely
one
lay
myself
before
you
flame
the
fire
in
your
eyes
in
way
you
are
the
only
one
the
lonely
one
wish
hug
you
everynight
that's
something
you
never
know
wish
you
lay
yourself
before
me
that's
something
you'll
never
know
there's
nowhere
to
run
or
hide
give
me
sign.
give
me
something
never
hold
give
me
something
to
hold
on
you
are
my
mr.right
i'll
be
your
friend
i'll
be
your
miss.right
i'll
be
there
when
you
need
it
was
it
something
you
needed
or
something
you
wanted
please
covered
your
eyes
was
it
something
you
asked
for
there
is
something
that
you
need
to
know.
隔着屏幕,hannah看着那个抱着木吉他低吟浅唱的女孩,在最后一个音符停止的一刻,尽管极力想要避免,泪水还是和那女孩一道,流了满脸。
十五岁那年,初潮的夜晚,一首something就那么喷薄而出。当时脑海之中想到的人,眼下就在自己身边,甚至拍摄的时候,就在自己对面。放下吉他的那一刻,hannah脑海之中只有一个想法,原来汉语里的柳暗花明苦尽甘来,说的就是当下。
“晗晗,不要哭好吗?”又一次,在离寒的轻柔呼唤里,hannah愣愣地看着他唇一开一合:“you
are
my
everything。”
终于,还是hannah忍不住,泪眼婆娑中,丢下手机,而后就是不管不顾地亲吻,急切而热烈的吻,一下下落到了离寒的唇瓣。
“真的好爱好爱你。”直到稍稍平静了,hannah这才微微后退,看着温柔依旧的离寒,笑中带泪:“只是我开始还想着不选情歌的,结果最终还是选了这首用情极深的something。”
hannah其实有些害怕的,毕竟something是自己所有歌里最伤感绝望的,就这么放出去,也不知道会不会影响到离寒。毕竟,在那些自己看向离寒的目光中,苏卿的刻意引导下,这一首something无疑是在默默地承认着什么。而这,与和离寒暂时保持没有关系的初衷,背道而驰。
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真的好难啊,尽力了。